Blessed Relationships

I am coming to the realization that leaving here is going to be one of the hardest things I do. I am really not looking forward to that day. I know that it is necessary in this growing time God has for me, but I am telling you that I have made great friends here. Friends who are honest, love me for just being me, and let me be silly with them. I know that going home I have friends and family that love me there and so I look forward to seeing them, but honestly if I could merge the two worlds together I would. I know God will give me the strength to make it through and I know that He has this all in His plan, but gosh, how does anyone live when there heart is split in two places? I am not sure and I am not sure how that will go, but for now, I am enjoying the Sunshine and warm weather. I am enjoying the new faces that have stolen my heart and made this trip unforgettable. I am honored and blessed that these amazing souls have welcomed me into their hearts and lives. Even if it is for a season. I know that God isn't one who loves severed relationships. I know that God is not a God of damaging relationships. He is all about keeping relationships in tact and allowing them to flourish, as long as both parties are in His will. I believe that God is a God who loves to create new relationships for us. I believe that I will be back here sooner than I think, and God will again work in and through me but for now I have to remain present. I will love everyone here even when I leave, but I will love on them until I have to leave. Each of them have allowed me to see a new side of who My Jesus is, and to them I am forever grateful. I will always treasure that. I know I will see them again soon and although I can't say when right at this moment, I know that God has His perfect timing. I pray that God would give you relationships with people around you, just as He has given me. God never meant for us to live alone, and that is one of my favorite things about God. He desires that WE COMMUNE first with Him, and then with each other. Praise God!!!

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