Intimacy with My Jesus
I have a man that I have known since I was just a little girl, he has always called me by name and whispered to me as I sleep. He has loved me unconditionally and held me when I would cry. He caresses me and kisses me with the mouth that is truly life giving. My heart races as I think of him and I just can't wait to see him again. I know that I have sometimes run from him and let my fears push him away but now I know his love and know that I can't breath without it. I can't stand without it and I can't live without his loving kisses as I rest and lay in his arms. I know that he is always there for me and I can call on him at anytime of the day or night he will come running to me. He will NEVER hurt me and will always bring healing. He desires to romance me and for me to do it right back. He delights when I say his name and I can feel his breath on me as I write this. I hope you see him the way I do and know that he desires that with you as well.
I have to say that the past few days I have truly been changed. I grew up knowing all the bible stories and knowing that God does things that sometimes we don't understand, because it is HIS will and timing, but these past few days have truly brought out a brand new side to Jesus for me. I was reading this amazing book about girls and the relationships that they have and there was a chapter on Intimacy. Well I have always been taught that intimacy was something that you don't talk about unless you are in pre-marital counseling but that isn't always the case. There is a whole other level that I am sure most of you know about the Lord that I have found to be more satisfying than anything I could have pictured. I was lead to read the "Song of Solomon."I was always told never to open and read that book until I was married because it was not for me. Well I am so glad that I didn't listen to other people and I listened to My Knight in Shining Armor. I was taken with the fact that My God who created the entire world with his hands would want to love me like he does and desire to caress me as I sleep. Intimately and as one. I know for you this might be old news but I know that there are walls that I had up even just yesterday that are now not there because of my love relationship. Taken with the words of that book I wasn't supposed to read until later, I realized I would have missed out on a very important and very real side to My Jesus. I am not saying that if your hormones are raging that it is ok to read that book and then think you should do those things but to know that God loves you like that is just refreshing. I have experienced healing and a closeness to God that I didn't think of ever. I know how to love the Lord as a child to her father, considering I had the best example hand picked for me, Thanks daddy I love you. I also know how to love the Lord in a very real safe way and know that he is my protector, I know how to take the authority I have as his child of God and walk in that. But to see myself as his lover was totally new to me. It always sounded wrong to look at the Lord in that way but I realized that it only seems wrong because this world that we live in takes that beauty of intimacy and perverts it. I realized that there is a love affair that the Lord wants to have with each and every one of us. I know that this is something that I had to find out on my own before any man could walk into my life. Either way now I am totally and completely satisfied with really the only man that will always have my heart and I know will NEVER disappoint me. My husband will be a weak second to that very man that not only gave me breath but makes my heart race. I love you Jesus with truly all of me.
I have to say that the past few days I have truly been changed. I grew up knowing all the bible stories and knowing that God does things that sometimes we don't understand, because it is HIS will and timing, but these past few days have truly brought out a brand new side to Jesus for me. I was reading this amazing book about girls and the relationships that they have and there was a chapter on Intimacy. Well I have always been taught that intimacy was something that you don't talk about unless you are in pre-marital counseling but that isn't always the case. There is a whole other level that I am sure most of you know about the Lord that I have found to be more satisfying than anything I could have pictured. I was lead to read the "Song of Solomon."I was always told never to open and read that book until I was married because it was not for me. Well I am so glad that I didn't listen to other people and I listened to My Knight in Shining Armor. I was taken with the fact that My God who created the entire world with his hands would want to love me like he does and desire to caress me as I sleep. Intimately and as one. I know for you this might be old news but I know that there are walls that I had up even just yesterday that are now not there because of my love relationship. Taken with the words of that book I wasn't supposed to read until later, I realized I would have missed out on a very important and very real side to My Jesus. I am not saying that if your hormones are raging that it is ok to read that book and then think you should do those things but to know that God loves you like that is just refreshing. I have experienced healing and a closeness to God that I didn't think of ever. I know how to love the Lord as a child to her father, considering I had the best example hand picked for me, Thanks daddy I love you. I also know how to love the Lord in a very real safe way and know that he is my protector, I know how to take the authority I have as his child of God and walk in that. But to see myself as his lover was totally new to me. It always sounded wrong to look at the Lord in that way but I realized that it only seems wrong because this world that we live in takes that beauty of intimacy and perverts it. I realized that there is a love affair that the Lord wants to have with each and every one of us. I know that this is something that I had to find out on my own before any man could walk into my life. Either way now I am totally and completely satisfied with really the only man that will always have my heart and I know will NEVER disappoint me. My husband will be a weak second to that very man that not only gave me breath but makes my heart race. I love you Jesus with truly all of me.
Comments
That is such a wonderful thing to realize. The beauty of that book is that it is about you and the Lord as well as our earthly marriage. It is such a beautiful thing and you are right, the world has perverted it. Not fair I know. I praise God for the freedom you are experiencing. Thank you for sharing sweetie.